nothing's impossible

Dear John

2012-01-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

dear John,

the letter started..

writing a letter to the other half far away..

waiting for an impossible reply..

hoping the ending is not like the story..but instead like the movies..

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2012

2012-01-01T00:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY TWELVE!!!!!

Ever since newspaper showed London 2012 Olympics at the year 2006,I've been looking forward to 2012 ever since xD

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its Christmas!

2011-12-25T17:24:00.001+08:00

have yourself a merry little Christmas

I'm glad to make someone extremely happy today

its the little things that you do that people notices

not your show offs

preparing Christmas dinner for the household with my family was fun

how great is it to come together n spend time in the afternoon of Christmas

to have fellowship n chit chat

Christmas is the season of love

the time where we express our love towards him her they you and most important of all, Jesus Christ

if it hasn't been for him

we'll not celebrate xmas

we are the reason that he gave his life

he came to save

Raise your glass fire the birthday boy who save our lives!

ps- Christmas must be something more.

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xmas eve eve

2011-12-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

throughout the whole year I was so excited about December ESP xmas..

but its Christmas eve eve today but I'm not that excited

it seems that I wasted too much time (11 months to be exact) and energy looking forward to this month

and now I'm worn out O.o

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2011-12-23T22:18:00.001+08:00

there're a million things I wanna speak out

but there's only a tiny speck of time to speak out

a person inbox me on new years eve

to ask for my forgiveness if all his wrong doing

although we were not in talking terms

and still are

and I needs clear things up as the rumors spread like wildfire throughout the year

rumor has it

but those aren't real

just so you know

I shouldn't be theirs

they are bit the judge of me

living in their two sided life is hectic

sometimes I wonder which side should I also them first

most is the songs are dedicated to them

the bad ones

and the nice sings are for you

just so you know

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longest night

2011-12-21T18:01:00.001+08:00

winter solstice has the longest night..

the gloomiest day in the year is then..

the darkness swallowing the perfect night..just like the people who will try and make me a gloomy day everyday..

but the good news is.. they'll never succeed..

sore losers ha!

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suspenses

2011-12-19T16:49:00.001+08:00

you left me hanging

when I'm sooo excited and into you

you left me dangling

when I was on the way catching up

you left me breathless

when all I want is to know about it note

I hate suspenses

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in contrast

2011-12-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

I thought I'd said enough to make you stay

I'd thought I was persuasive enough

I'd thought you'd never listen to them

but you did...to my surprise

you came and you went..

like I'm a stepping stone

for you to climb higher

so that you could step down on me

like I didn't mean a thing to you in your life

in contrast,I do

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they'll never get it...

2011-12-18T23:41:00.001+08:00

I kept on walking as if I didn't hear their critiques cause I believed in you

I didn't stir when they nudged me for I had faith I you

to them I'm just the guy that they never knew I'm deaf

but to you I'm the only one who have all my ears for you

sigh..they'll never get it..

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hi again

2011-12-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

its been a long time since I'd last blogged..

there's so much that happened, yet I'm too lazy to describe them..

so that's all folks!

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2011-06-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

... but the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

2011-03-17T17:10:00.001+08:00

once upon a time I wished you'd be gone

forever disappeared from this world

tears rolling and legs trembling

you begged for another chance

that's when I erupted and shot curses at you

you turned and ran away

cried the whole way home

that's when my cursing stopped

realizing what I'd done

I cursed myself instead

for two hours i stood there

gazing at the horizon

hope to see you appearing again

while the sun sets

the stars twinkle

cars honking as they passed by

a heavy downpour started

expressing my regret

how can this happen to us

when we're both hurt

when we're both blamed

when we're both ...

I just want you back

back to where you belong

the way we long for

since the very beginning

you say we'll write a story

where we'll live happily ever after

but the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now...

Summer's Biking Challenge

2010-12-02T20:40:00.001+08:00

I'm so great that the wound has healed

That day we both fell

And both of us were hurt

We blamed each other ever since

Though deep inside we felt guilty

I knocked on your door

And you didn't open it

It was spring time then

Time flies and it's summer now

And you're joining the Biking Challenge

I breathed in, gathered my thoughts and all my courage.

"Just do your best, I have faith in you." I said.

'Cause I know at that exact moment

You'll need a friend

And you turned to me and smile

Finally a respond from you

After so long

But until now

I didn't dare asking you for a bike ride again

Though you were the best biker this year

Though I know you'll never be hurt again

The wound has healed

But the scar's still there

We're the same as before

But the memory kept haunting us

We tried our best

But there's still a barrier

Afriad to be like then

Afraid to be hurt again

You

2010-11-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's wrong with you all the time.
You acted weirdly. Do odd stuff. Had queer thoughts.
Sometimes you're even a hypocrite.
You two are like couples more than anything, but you denied it.
i've heard from witness, y'know?
You'd always took me for granted.
you're faking it all the time, and do you think i'm silly enough?
don't use whatever you've got to buy their hearts.
still, a hypocrite.
you'd always said what you aren't and never tried to make it succeed.
power isn't anything you idiot!
an oath's an oath, so be it then.
sometimes i tried to be close to you,
but you'd back off.
but i know our motives are the same.
just because you're humourous doesn't mean that you're funny. though sometimes You are.
wake up, You!
people said many stuff about you,
but i ain't sure what's right and what's wrong
i'd always had the feeling that you're always hiding something,
and sometimes you;re just too open.
you kidnap children and forced me not to file a lawsuit for custody, very well.

you are a package
good and bad
pure and evil
black and white
hot and cold
hard and soft

and i'm TIRED off it!
time to get some sleep
and when i get up,
everything will be alright.
because you're still the good ol' YOU.

jump off the cliff!

2010-11-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

jump off the cliff

and dive in the the big blue sea.

go for bungee jumping.

jump from a tower.

just jump!

and plunge, but don't fall.

hols is here!

imma bored to death no doubt.

i can jump down the cliff,

either to die (that ain't gonna happen)

or to do something extraordinary.

blabla.

i'm blabbering here.

randomness

-.-

so long for now

2010-09-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

every time you did a mistake

i was the one to be blamed

have you notice

that you are the root of almost all my trouble

but you had never realize it

even after i had told you numerous time

are you that stupid to understand

what i'm trying to tell you?

or was it that you had understanding problem

every time peace does not last

please be reminded that

i'm always the one pointing at you

and now you're complaining bout

the unfairness treated towards you

but do you know

i was to be the bad guy ALL the time

but inside me

i'm strong, tough

anything not as you thought i am?

somehow others notice that

and treated me well

and there goes your sulking

but after long

others don't feel that way once more

and they sided you

i sided myself

trying to defend myself from any misunderstanding

well it didn't work out all the time

but somehow i shouted my thoughts

but do they really care?

you don't learn from your mistakes

that's you

are you trying to harm yourself

so that i have a chance to laugh evilly at you?

you're not that stupid, are you not?

or are you?

why am i still wasting my time here

saying things that you wouldn't even bother

so long..

hey, you there!

2010-08-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

......

stop your criticism

it's not working

never will

keep that in mind

i'm observing you

long enough

to say this

to you

look at what you are now

people are saying things behind you

living in an ''unlonely'' lonely life

sucks isn't it

stop your criticism

it's not working

never will

......

p(s)- don't worry, it's not you. it's someone else, someone you might know, we might all know, but i'm not telling ^^)

cool stuff:ffuts looc

2010-08-18T19:34:00.000+08:00

no more sticky goo-ey eeky hands!

nice one~

for stupid diners out there~

cute ain't it?

nice deco for bookworms

do you still remember ...

2010-08-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

when's the last time you look up at the night sky and count the twinkling stars?

what's the last present that you receive?

who's the last person that hugged you?

2010-05-13T20:35:00.005+08:00

"look, there's so many potholes on the road!"
"who cares? they're fake ones!"
"i still think that you should slow down!"
"are you scared of those fake potholes?"
"no. just that . . . ARGHH!!!"

potholes should be filled,
JUST to safe the road,
and not to safe others life.

2010-05-04T20:12:00.005+08:00

.silently.

.unnoticed.

.carelessly.

i

dropped

into

a

bunny hole

and

entered

Here

...

where

lost

thing

were

found

...

trying

to

find

my

way

back

...

but

you

searched

in

the

wrong

direction

...

finding

me

is

hard

...

once

more

...

*spidey's hand*

interesting facts

2009-12-06T14:51:00.001+08:00

1. Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

2. Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.

3. The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.

4. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

5. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.

6. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

7. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.

8. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.

9. The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

10. A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.

11. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.

12. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

13. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

14. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

15. Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

16. The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

17. Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually than all of the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.

18. Marilyn Monroe had six toes. (rumor)

19. All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public.

20. Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

21. Pearls melt in vinegar.

22. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.

23. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.

24. It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.

25. A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.

26. The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.

27. Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president whose name contains all the letters from the word 'criminal.' The second was William Jefferson Clinton.

28. Turtles can breathe through their butts.

29. Butterflies taste with their feet.

30. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined.

31. On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.

32. On average people fear spiders more than they do death.

33. Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are recently arrived immigrants.

34. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

35. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

36. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

37. It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

38. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

39. A snail can sleep for three years.

40. No word in the English language rhymes with 'MONTH.'

41. Average life span of a major league baseball: 7 pitches.

42. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. SCARY!!!

43. The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

44. All polar bears are left handed.

45. In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies,

including their eyebrows and eyelashes.

46. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

47. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

48. 'Go', is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

49. If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would stand seven feet, two inches tall. Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.

50. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

51. The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

52. Almost everyone who reads this will try to lick their elbow.

Seiradnuob On

2009-05-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

There are no boundaries

2009-05-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

Still standing at the starting point

2009-05-04T19:41:00.002+08:00

There goes the gunshot

all runners started sprinting

all of them except me

all eyes are on me

knowing that I'm not the fastest
not going to win the race
then why should I sprint?

someone shouted at me, jeered at me

I would feel embarrassed if I started running
neither I took the last place nor quit racing
People started cheering the first place

But I am still standing at the starting point

Él está de vuelta

2009-04-21T19:37:00.001+08:00

dis morn i was talking wif jus bout him n my book..
din expected him to come back today..
when we were writing malay essay..
i heard josh saying, 'ky..ky..'
i looked front..
there he is..
with my breaking dawn..
walked in like it was everyday class..
no excitement shown..
n we all hyper reacted..
when they saw d book..
they was like 'OMG! Hardcover'..
esp aivlys..
i felt like hugging him..
actually its all of us..
but d first one is nic..
who met him 80 mins later..
then we all talked..talked..complained?
then he was like..'sien..sien..sien..'

-Jasper Hale

2009-03-16T16:38:00.002+08:00

He said
"Task, they still have tons of them.
Stress, its gathering to form a hill.
Their problems are never ending.
Fortunately, that's not me."
"Then who?"
I asked.
"Many of them."
He answered.
"Why can't they let go?"

-adapted from"Responsive Life"

~Helpless~

2009-02-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

Imagine being a butterfly..
Taped on a fan..
spinning continously..spinning endlessly..
a pair of helpless wings..
unable to escape it..
spinning..spinning..spinning..
waiting for it to end..

imagine being a butterfly..
spinning with the fan..
mr fan finally rested..
what a sigh for the butterfly..
but who will untape it?
waiting..waiting..waiting..
waiting for it to end..

Things Tat Caught My Attention

2009-01-02T16:14:00.002+08:00

i saw this..oops.. her when i go to church last sunday..she is d stepmother of d girl behind her..
dis is v impressive..it is really creative..n real..(DUH~)

Youth Convention 2008

2008-12-16T16:53:00.012+08:00

Went to Kuching for d yc08 on 9-15 dec..

actually d yc08 is on 11-14 dec..
here r some pics:
d poor a/con outlet which needed blocking to prevent frostbite wilson (ps:d horse is moving)

THE SPRING

KUCHING WATERFRONT the square towersumthing tht caught our attentionthe DUN building under constructionFort Margeretha

MUSEUM musuem
cyrus n larry

yung heng

ns camprev. dr. daniel koh

prayer before breakfast

gmc praise n worship group

adrian lau

on d way to 'climb' mt. singai

Jesus

on top mt. singai

lundu group

TMC

TMC

Doulos Ship

inside d doulos bookshop

so many cars dude..

watching anime in d room of chinkwong church

a V drinking diluted pepsi for loosing in d game of Hainan Chicken Rice..which made me wee 10 tinmes n stayed awake til 3.30am d nxt morning

3am massage class..some person would wan to attend

waiting 4 d bus to miri

james

Marky
aV n Leh Boon(sorry)Yung Heng(sleeping marky's place)
Yung Heng n James

Edwin n Aaron W

Ying Sze n Aaron W

2008-11-13T17:15:00.003+08:00

wen to steve aka dee's hse yesterday..(late post krn connection ada prob)

picture shows josh n steve(who's pushing d bike) going towards d beach against d strong wind..n smoke wat a windy view!!steve at d furniture store(which i really don wanna go)
(sorry 4 d inconvenience for u to see it wif ur head bended..not my fault..comp's or steve's fault..^^)

2008-11-13T17:07:00.002+08:00

isn't this FIRE RAINBOW amazing!

dis fire raindow need to have a certain condition to appear..

any slanter of degree of d sunlight's ray n it will disappear..

quite rare..u see

it's a million to one chance..

ACC

2008-11-04T17:31:00.004+08:00

ACC highlights

AIM:avoid ACC's president

MEMBERS:maybe lots..but active one oni a few..d active one is oso an SSS mmbr..sorry cant post names

LATEST ACTIVITY:avoid ACC lah! wat else?!

dunno wat to do

2008-11-04T17:31:00.001+08:00

2008-11-02T14:21:00.003+08:00

1.What is your ambition?

not sure yet.

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?

of coz frenz lah!

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?

(uh-hum?)

4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
dunno

5.How many babies u wan?
zzz =.=

6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
Of course.... it's a natural phenomena

7.Are you yearning for freedom?
yup

8.I'm glad that I am...
myself

9.What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (list 10)
=.=...
1. Kind
2. Caring
3. Helpful
4. Nice
5. Hardworking
6. Intelligent
7. Pretty
8. Determined
9. Active
10.Thoughtful

10.What are you really afraid of?
=.=... Ghost!!! Arghh!!

11.What is your bad habit?

lazy.

12.Do you like blogging?
Of course i do...but i'm a lazy person...

13.Do you cherich every single friendship of yours?
sometimes

14.What does flying means to you?
i'd might get animorphs's power to feel tht kind of joy..but according to tobias, it's really2 fun. riding on thermals, doing thermal-loops..

15.What do you crave for the most currently?
evryting good to be crave of

16.Are u single/relationship?
With my friends and family.

17.Describe the person who tagged you with 7 words.
dark,braced,human,his father's son,his fren's fren

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy??
doing sth tht makes me happy

19.What will you become in another 10 years come?
a 10 years older person..

20.What can you say of yourself?
normal? average? ACC n SSS member?

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings.

hehehe...i wanna tag....
1.Maminix(who tagged me)
2.Nic(who's innocent)
3.Ky(who tagged me too)

DONE! ^^

Posted by zpur3s1nz™ at 7:44 AM 0 comments

at last i posted sumting

2008-10-18T10:47:00.003+08:00

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

[url=http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/]What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?[/url]

2008-08-08T15:01:00.003+08:00

today is 08/08/08... tonight is the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics...
唔知好唔好睇咧?但系今晚有出去食野...好采系去嬷嬷屋企食饭...所以可能可以准时睇奥运开幕典礼...很有...ｍａｍｉｎｉｃ．．．开心啦...我ｕｐｄａｔｅｂｌｏｇ了!

Annoying Nicole(Michelle)

2008-07-16T19:57:00.002+08:00

'2 more days! and me miss Sharon!'said Nicole, always countdown-ing days to 17 July for nothing! and always annoy me by saying she miss sharon. it's good that her computer password has been changed...serves her right for annoying me....haha =D
sometimes i thought tat she'll forget to tell me 'me miss sharon'...so i can jio her...but alas! she jst suddenly rush towards me and hit my table and say "me miss sharon!'well sometimes it really is frightening!

Test Is On!!!

2008-07-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

this is only my 2nd blog.dunno wat to say...oh~test is on~ya...today test sj, bm, bc & gg...
hard one is bc & bm...easier one is sj & gg...stress...stress...stress...!

N0+hin6'5 iMp055i8L3

2008-07-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

on tuesday, alvin, chee lun, & sing hui is transfered to my class(2b)
and y2k and chun ting is transferred to 2a
many are sad
even our 'witch' t'cher

today after 1200 at 2a class
ci hui say that Oi (maminic) sleeps like a pig
bla bla bla

and we also sketch michael kong's table
until michael chien says that michael(not himself) will cry about it
i once saw michael cry when
he got poor results on test last year!